Monday, August 13, 2007

LOVE: The business inside

Hi,

This is an extension of the previous post "Unconditional Love". The objective is not to tell you what is LOVE.........its to realize and to understand are we on the right track to understand it as it is.
What do you do, when you meet somebody you think may become a love partner?

Pop lyrics describe the surface reactions at length, but underneath it’s likely that you’ll start a checklist. You’ll want to check if s/he is going to give you what’s missing from your life.

If you are looking for stability, you will ask if s/he is going to be a rock. If you are looking for financial security, money will go onto your list. If you feel you are weak in spiritual dialogue, you will itemize his/her spiritual qualities. You will also ask, is s/he loving, strong, or weak? Or, weak enough so that you feel strong? It is often a very long checklist.

Friday, August 10, 2007

Unconditional LOVE

Sometimes I think when everything is with a purpose and preconditioned….how come Unconditional love? It hunted me and my mind for quite a long time. The objective of this writing is to pen down what I feel and to gather what you feel about this.

Generally we pour all kinds of unnecessary meanings into the unconditional love’s bucket, like; I must like everything and everybody, I need to accept all behaviors and take non sense from others because we are one etc. As per me unconditional love means you do not put conditions on loving that suit your lower self. The feeling of loving doesn’t change, it is constant but within it you can still say goodbye to a boy(girl)friend that you may not like to be with anymore. But still you don’t stop loving him \ her but you may stop seeing him \ her. Am I confusing…may be…

With the above idea one new idea comes - the idea of finding love and that the “love” is supposed to come from a place of other, rather than an internal union. This triggers a deep inner loneliness within. One thinks, “What if I never find someone to connect with really and truly and deeply but myself?” The other part replies: “Good. Then you will feel fulfilled always and it will not matter.” That 1st part retorts: “But what will others think? Won’t I appear as different or weird? Some says keep loving. But our little self says: “Will anyone care (including my own self)?”

Friday, August 3, 2007

Sedina bodhe barsha heuthila.... (ORIYA)

Sedina bodhe barsha heuthila
Tame jebe chapi chapi
chota jari laga odhani ku tani tani
chatire hata chandi
jor re chaluthila
han han ...sedina bodhe barsha heuthila

Kahin tame ta kahila nahin
Barsha re viji viji gita gaebaku
Hatare hata chandi chalibaku
Kohala pabana madare thari thari
akhire akhi miseibaku


Sedina bodhe tana khara heuthila

......Hau setiki tahu Tana khara kabita ta next time.....(ebe aau mane paduni kana lekhibi...)
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Thursday, August 2, 2007

How come ? (ORIYA)

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Kemiti kejani
sedina se galabele buliki chahinle...
hueta mate nuhan....
mun kintu khusi heli aauthare
se alatabhija muhantiku dekhi.....

Kemiti kejani.....
sedina tanka scrap aasithila mo naare....
hueta bhulre....
mate kintu swarga miligala......
tanka hata lekha scrap padhi....

Kemiti kejani.......
sedina se phone karithile.....
hoepare cross connection....
mo muhanru sabda baharu nathila...
mun muka hoegali....
Khusire....aabegare....abiswasare....
se kahile.....a rabibara dekha karipariba ki....
mun kintu muka thili....
Khusire....aabegare....abiswasare....

Aau due dina achi....
Laguchi...a dina guda aau jibani....
he janha tame ratire due thara aasa......
he surjya tame tike sighra asta hua........

Kemiti kejani....
manaku papa chunchi....
satare se kana aasibe...

kemiti kejani.........

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